bad mood

Why do i always get the feeling that when i ask someone to think about what i've said, they tell me they will and it never happens? This isn't even some random feeling, like i can pretty much tell that it's gone through one ear and out the other. I could care less if it was someone that i didn't know very well, but it's not. It's like this feeling that they're out to get me. Like if i tell someone i hate Ashley Simpson, and then in return all i get is them talking about her, or giving me gifts with her face on it or something like that. There's just too much of this crap that i am tired of trying to deal with. I'm tired of the people who read this blog and judge me on what i say, even though they don't know me at all, i'm tired of always making an effort and getting nothing in return, i'm tired of being told that what i say will make a difference and then being shown that that was all a lie.

la musica

So, i just randomly feel like expressing how much i love music. This excludes most country and crazy headbanger music, if you can call it that lol. Anyway...i don't know where i'd be without my music. When i'm happy, it makes me happier. When i'm sad...it either makes me more sad so i can cry it out or it cheers me up. When i'm angry it calms me down. When i'm in the mood for music...it makes me think, think about life, relationships, the future, friends, family...almost everything. Foreign music is really interesting because it makes you appreciate other languages and it shows you something different, but cool at the same time. So now that i'm done obsessing about it...i'm going to bed...with my iPod. Goodnight. :)

people who make me sick

So, i had a long entry here about all the people who make me sick because they don't know how to have manners and really don't give a fuck about other people besides they're little group of immature children...however, i decided to take that down and replace it with this. Some people just need to grow up and stop being such kids. That is of course, you like loosing friends and staying a bum the rest of your life.