bad mood

Why do i always get the feeling that when i ask someone to think about what i've said, they tell me they will and it never happens? This isn't even some random feeling, like i can pretty much tell that it's gone through one ear and out the other. I could care less if it was someone that i didn't know very well, but it's not. It's like this feeling that they're out to get me. Like if i tell someone i hate Ashley Simpson, and then in return all i get is them talking about her, or giving me gifts with her face on it or something like that. There's just too much of this crap that i am tired of trying to deal with. I'm tired of the people who read this blog and judge me on what i say, even though they don't know me at all, i'm tired of always making an effort and getting nothing in return, i'm tired of being told that what i say will make a difference and then being shown that that was all a lie.