Unanswerable Questions

Looks like it's gonna be two blogs in one day. I'm supposed to be studying for my chem exam, but i keep getting distracted. It's not the usual distractions though, like music, TV, talking on AIM...but rather things floating around in my head. Of course something triggered me going into thinking mode, but anway. A lot of it is questions that have no answers. That is the part that sux...who wants to have questions for which they know have no answers? I believe a lot in fate and destiny...but i still wonder about the decisions i've chose to make. I might sound contridictory, but i think that even the choices we make in life are already somewhat chosen by our fate. Don't get me wrong, fate doesn't govern our every move...like whether i want to eat a banana or an orange...but like the important things in life. Well anyway...this helps calm my mind to extent but i'm still wondering. What is instore for me? What does the future hold? Am i going to get where i want to be? Can I find comfort in pain? If only...