misty

I've been feeling funny the last couple of days... I've been getting really tired by like 9:00, i keep switching from feeling happy, disappointed, satisfied, angry, annoyed, defeated, and others all in the matter of a day...well not everyday but at least every other day. I know it seems like there's more negative feelings than good...but happy sums it up. I was going to write glad, joyful, at peace...but they're just all synonyms. I hope i can figure myself out soon, because this confusion i'm feeling is just not flying well with me. Why can't there only be diversity and not adversity, Love but not hate, unity and not division among the people in the world. Is this what happens when u get older? Cuz i was definitely not warned...i wonder if it would've made a difference if i had been?